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Ni miezi tatu sasa

Ni miezi tatu sasa tangu roho uivunje

Mie uniache

Mapenzi tuyatupe nje ya dirisha

Ahadi yetu tuisahau

Milele ikawa masiku

Nikadhani dunia itakwisha

Nikakutakia kila la kheri

Number yako sijasahau

Aaaah no one tells out love stories boldly and without shame

No one tells stories of rebounds or regrets without fearing judgment

So let me tell you,

He was this handsome lightskinned man

My type.

I approached him and what started off as a cheeky flirtatious stage ended up being a lovely relationship.

The kind where your mother asks who are you talking to over the phone outside the house.

The kind of person whom you think of when eating in klabu.

The last time he called he said "I stopped going to Stella's place to take smocha because I feel I'm betraying you because that's your spot."

I roll my eyes and think out loud aaah hata niliacha kuenda hapo since her smochas zimereduce quality 🚶.

Sasa vitu za low quality ni spot ya kuita spot yangu surely 💀.

It's how we tend to behave when our love for someone fades. The glitter that you saw in their eyes before now seems like a dark abyss. your soft spot for them dies. You called them sunshine but now even the thought of them seems like a lunar eclipse that lasts. Your heart is hardened and darkened and when you read psalms 51:10 that goes " create in me a clean heart and purify the spirit within me " you think naaah I want the former yes lakini hata io roho Safi si naeza pewa mbinguni?? but the latter ziiii. I want it to remain dark, dark enough to remind me that there is a past and I no longer like the people in it. There's nothing I can do about a tainted past right?

Ni miezi tatu sasa ,

Ni miezi tatu sasa tangu tuseme

mabesthe wako ni wako na wangu ni wangu

Lakini ukaend up kunitoka wangu

Huyo wangu nilimpenda

Mie maskini nikaachwa

bila beshte na lover

Na hata huyo beshte sai hamuongei

Sai alipata wake

Wewe umebaki bila kitu

ka tu mimi

Si yote ni vanity wadau🚶

Kanairo

Kanairo itakufunza heri tu

Ukae kwenu

Kwenu unakopendwa

But this is Nairobi

Where metaphorical milk and honey flows

Ulidhani huku utapata your one and only

Ona sai umelishwa machozi hadi love haikai real

The only love you prolly believe in right now is one of your heavenly father

The one who gave up his only son to die for you, He who brought us to his marvelous light

Ni miezi tatu sasa

Tangu uone church kama your escape

You sing heartily lifting your hands, confessing sins you didn't do. You pray and your tongue stiffens, you numb up when the preacher says the good ones are found in the church because you ain't good. Not a devil either. You rethink of how you are a lost soul who seeks refuge in the midst of an identity crisis.

Unaanza kujiona mwenye dhambi na hakuna kitu ulifanya. Guilt kills you. I hope it finishes you.

Ni miezi tatu sasa

I cross the UON bridge and it hits me like dejavu

How you'd wait for me chini ya bridge

And we'd hold hands and go to theatre together

Theatrical mood would consume us

Then you'd write a note on your phone

"Does it always feel like this when you are with an angel"

Uongooo bana uongoo bana I'm no angel

I wish I were

I would fulfill all your dreams

But at that moment I smiled and wrote a note back.

Heri mimi nimekua theatre na mtu wangu sindio??

But sai heri wewe unasoma hii blog ukicheka si funny😂.

Valentine is coming and "where is your boyfriend " songs plays all over but it doesn't bother me because a speck of gold like me definitely has plans on valentines day💥. Life is too short. Enjoy while it lasts.

Ni miezi tatu sasa

tangu niache kuskia vibaya

Niliskia vibaya na huko

Nikàtosheka

Ni miezi tatu sasa tangu nichekwe

No sooner had I started dating nikarudishwa soko.

I want to go home

Where I am loved

Where peace is at

Where mum is peace

Resurfacing of Bett.

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